"The Art of Inward Illusion Is the Apex of Genuine Freedom"

Marian Marie Arts

Marian Marie Boyd, Freelance Artist, Writer

Sarasota, Florida.

( 941) 284-2177 MarianMarieArts@gmail.com


Annika’s Dream-Wing

Journal Notes:

Her inner-child radiates a unique indigo aura with a winged spirit that wholeheartedly touches all life with a gentle, but magical embrace.

"I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's going to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now? Reality leaves a lot to the imagination." John Lennon

"All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie dust," Peter Pan

“Christopher’s Windsong”

Journal Notes:

I observed my melancholy, adult son seated amid a windy, gulf shore. In a meditative mode, he gazed out into the sea while strumming his guitar. As the surrounding breeze waltzed through his instrumental strings, I heard the poetic song of nature’s wind.  It was a simple moment in time, but all so magical, and truly inspiring.

It was as though the song, “Blowin in the Wind” echoed all around my son and his guitar strings.

I am grateful to my son for sharing his moment with me.  The entire scene shall be engraved in my soul forever and again.

Blowin' in the Wind"

Bob Dylan, 1962.

How many roads must a man walk down
Before you call him a man?
How many seas must a white dove sail
Before she sleeps in the sand?
Yes, and how many times must the cannonballs fly
Before they're forever banned?

The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind

Yes, and how many years must a mountain exist
Before it is washed to the sea?
Yes, and how many years can some people exist
Before they're allowed to be free?
Yes, and how many times can a man turn his head
And pretend that he just doesn't see?

The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind

Yes, and how many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?
Yes, and how many ears must one man have
Before he can hear people cry?
Yes, and how many deaths will it take 'til he knows
That too many people have died?

The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind

“Gentle To The Wild”

Journal Notes:

As age inevitably lurks upon us, we shall retrospectively discover that the intense paths for inward growth will gradually cleanse away our countless layers of masks and facades.  When our mortal camouflages have finally shed, we meet our true spirit, which is innately untamed, free, graceful, unstrapped, and yearning only for a gentle caress amid the peacefulness of the wild

“Sacred Path”

Journal notes:

 “Throughout my lifetime of ages, stages, and phases, I have gradually acquired multiple relationships, which placed my heart on several lifepaths with diverse roles.  My roles and/or connections with people usually commence, evolve, peak, and then lay dormant, or fade with time.

 However, while in deep retrospection of the decades of varied lifetime paths that I have experienced, there is only one path that I perceive as truly sacred. It has been only my maternal path that I hold with complete reverence. It is the path where I discovered divine and unconquerable love for another human being, my own child.”

 

“Running Wildflower"

This art piece is inspired by my sunset rendezvous amid a remote sea path of yellow daisies. That specific evening, while freely strolling amid the sea meadow of wildflowers, I was pondering the poem…

"She Was Beautiful"

by Francis Scott Key Fitzgerald

“She was beautiful, but not like those girls in magazines. She was beautiful, for the way she thought. She was beautiful, for the sparkle in her eyes when she talked about something she loved. She was beautiful, for her ability to make other people smile, even if she was sad. No, she wasn't beautiful for something as temporary as her looks. She was beautiful, deep down to her soul. She is beautiful.”

“Lady Starfina”

Journal Notes:

Starfina is the daughter of an ancient star. She started out as mere stardust swimming in a faraway sky. She twinkled and gleamed brighter than the rest of the cosmic dust because she dreamed for LIFE. The Mother Star of the galaxy heard her daughter’s heartfelt dream, and then granted her real LIFE as a rare starfish amid a mystical island.

The roseate-colored starfish found contentment in being ALIVE. She enjoyed swimming in the sea, exploring the ocean’s floor, and playing hide and seek in the rocky pools and coral reefs. Although, LIFE in the sea was literally a dream come true, the little starfish felt alone and constantly dreamed of understanding the concept of LOVE.  The Mother Star of the Galaxy heard her daughter’s deepest dream and then granted her new, evolved LIFE as a mermaiden with a beating heart.

Starfina, now… with a genuine beating heart, discovered that LOVE and LIFE are the greatest sensations in all the galaxies. However, with that blissful lesson, she also discovered that LOVE and LIFE does not come without its hiding partner, which is called Sorrow. 

 

 

“Safe Space”

Journal Notes:

I believe that we all feel Safe when we are finally no longer frightened of life’s unresolved issues that have displayed a path without solutions. Sometimes, there is simply no elucidation for the inevitable worries that infest our lives while amid earthen domains.

Awe, but then as Albert Einstein said…

“Look deep into nature and

you will understand everything better.”

And when we completely understand, we are in a SAFE SPACE, and all shall serenely appear so naturally lovely like Mother Nature’s wildflowers amid the glowing sea path; my safest space.

“Her Greatest Love”

Journal Notes:

I think we inwardly grow more so from the sorrow of having loved and lost than the blissful joy of initially finding love. It is like Khalil Gibran said, ...

"When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy. When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight."

“The Graceful Spirit of the Hirundinid”

Journal Notes:

While among the vanity procedures of my external world, I met un féminin healer.

Just as I began to feel drowsy via general anesthesia, I caught a hazy glimpse of the ink-engraved, winged swallow amid the youthful healer’s raised arm, which was draped with loose-fitting surgical scrubs. Thereafter, I fell into that 7-hour other realm of induced sleep.

Upon gradually awakening in the O.R. recovery room, I vaguely remember my other-realm dream of having perceived my surgical healer frolicking on an Autumn seashore with a glamorous family of deep blue swallows. It was as though she emerged from her terrestrial flesh and became unified with the birds that elegantly swayed all around her. At that trusting moment in my deep slumber, she-my healer, manifested into the gracious spirit of the Hirundinidae. How safe and blessed I am to have learned that my surgeon’s inward spirit is so majestically connected to the universe.

“Glorious Morning”

Journal Notes:

"No matter of yester-gloom, I always feel immensely jovial to be embraced by our great leader, Mother Nature. It is a new, splendorous day, my loved ones."

"May we all feel grateful for every healthy breath amid this amazing Universe"

And forget not that the earth delights to feel your bare feet and the winds long to play with your hair.” Khalil Gibran

“Autumn Blossom”

Journal Notes

I felt inspired by how jubilant, and restored I felt on that luring new Autumn Day.

At one point or another, may we all recall that one medicinal hour in which our hearts passionately met with the free-spirited brilliance of an Autumn sunset. And oh, how splendorous we felt to merely love thine own self amid the blossoming breath of Mother Nature.

Art Print, "Marinella's Time" Mermaid Art Series: Marinella

During a mysterious metamorphosis of time and era, a special daughter of our Queen Mother Earth was born. This specific daughter, called "Marinella", was dreamed into life as a rare and beautiful being of a mystical sea. Marinella seeks only to love and understand the mortal world by finding peace, acquiring knowledge, and connecting to life's natural aesthetic beauty.

“Marinella At Home”

“Marinella Amid Grace”

“Marinella’s Treasure”

“Marinella’s Tide”

“Marinella’s Illusion”

“Marinella’s Time”

“Marinella’s Poetry”

“Marinella’s Knowingness”

“Marinella’s Reflections”

“Marinella’s Prance”

Lady Rosemary and Lady Gabriella,

Daughters of the Ancient Sea

She is as resilient as the Mighty Sea. She has been twisted, tossed, and turned by the force of the raging current. She has been thrust to the dark, blind ocean floors, and battled her way back up to the sunlight-zone. She has been dangerously confronted by the lightning of the storms. She has had to fight off the sea’s monstrous creatures. She has been stalked, exploited, and netted by the ship’s mortal hunters. She has had to overcome red tide disease. Severest of all, she has been broken-hearted by the loss of a thousand loved ones. But yet, she still lives on the hope of finding love once more.

“Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing". Helen Keller

“Lady Rosemary”

“Lady Gabriella”

“Lady Sardenia”

Journal Notes: Illusions

“Recently, while wandering Italy's diverse regions, I found myself bewildered, lost, and sightlessly swimming in the Mediterranean Sea. I felt breathless and afraid. At last, I somehow floated into a sheltered sea cove. As I sat amid the 500 million-year-old Sardinia rocks, which were embellished with herbs and wildflowers, I spied a white dove in the distance. At that moment, I felt a soft energy next to me. Thereafter, I caught sight of a white Merlady ghost who gifted me a sense of peace, a heartfelt sensation that I was indeed safe. Or…maybe it was my exquisite Insanity that offered me peace during my hour of Island fear.”

“Angelo Ravington”

Journal Notes:

“A time ago, while privately strolling amid the Island cliffs of an ancient domain, I spied a Raven resting on a mossy rock at high tide. As the sea foam danced around the perched bird, I anticipated that it would take wing in-order to escape from being drenched in the sea’s saline. However, in light of my exquisite insanity, the feminine spirit of this Raven slowly manifested into an elegant mortal form. And, oh how loyal, courageous, and protective she appeared. I thought to myself, “I shall call you Angel Ravington.”

“As the seasons come and go, I often catch a glimpse of a Feathered Raven upon my path. And, I think to myself, “My guardian Angel is near.” I am blessed to believe in such an insane and beautiful concept.”

“Free To Be Me”

Journal Notes

"As I freely dance amid my glorious seashore, I recall my late mother's wisdom, ..."Make a sincere, honest list of everything that is genuinely beautiful about yourself. Savor that list, and love yourself no matter what. Just feel free to be you."

“We are all so much more beautiful without the mask”

“Spirit of the Magnolias”

Journal Notes:

My Inspiration: Albert Einstein's Quote,

"Our task must be to free ourselves... by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature and its beauty.” Albert Einstein

 

“Fields of Warm Grace”

Journal Notes:

While amid the slightest chill of winter’s time, I physically descend into a deep mourning for the loss of vital sunshine. It is known as Seasonal Affective Disorder, or SAD, and is a type of winter depression. However, my inward spirit manages to overcome my SAD condition with my artistic illusions, a mere inward vision, a necessary daydream.

May my dream-wing envisions forever have mercy on my mortal experiences, especially when I feel winter’s merciless chill. I think that one’s true soul can manifest rejuvenating light/warmth when we need to. May our sun’s warming rays find you. Or more importantly, may you find the necessary warmth among your nurturing spirit. Warmth to you, my loved ones!

“Her Connective Love”

Journal Notes:

She did not know her own name, nor did she know the gene-kings of her species’ origin. She did not know the diverse loams of Earth. She never encountered a mortal, nor its rules.. She knew very little about herself and the existence of life. All she genuinely knew is that she had the ability to feel a Connective Love for all those who emerged upon her path.

“Mia’s Family”

Journal Notes:

A time ago, my prince Lynn gifted me with a handmade, private garden by the sea. It was our serene space to meditate, think and dream. It contained a swinging bench for afternoon tea, which was generously surrounded by baby magnolias, wild lavender, gardenia, jasmine, and little angelic statuettes. There was a clean birdbath for mourning doves, butterflies, and hummingbirds. The most treasured part of our personalized garden was a large, thriving Orchid Tree of pink blossoms and healthy seed pods. I named our tree, “Mia”.

It was all truly divine until that Terrible, Terrible September Hurricane huffed and puffed its suffocating Gulf sand and seawater on top of our Garden. Everything was destroyed, dead, and buried deep in the rotting sand.

After work crews finally arrived to excavate and haul away the enormous hurricane debris, I spied the dried-up, dead Orchid tree branches of my fallen “Mia”, sticking out of the truck’s bed of horrific sand and debris. As the hauling truck drove off to the graveyard for lost things, I hoped that Mia’s seedpods found their way out of the ruins, and by way of the wind, reseeded somewhere on a beautiful, serene path by the sea. In my dreams, Mia’s Family lives on and is well-loved by those who wander onto the blooming path of Orchid Trees.

“Gaia’s Gift”

Journal Notes:

Mother Nature’s snake has long been a mythological symbol in the world of medicine. It originates from the 2000-year-old tale of Asclepius, who was revered by the ancient Greeks as a god of healing.

My snake art is a representative symbol of transformation and regeneration. It is an artistic emblem of life force, representing the potential to heal from within and emerge stronger than before. The appearance of the snake spirit animal often marks the beginning or end point in our journey towards growth – when we are called to navigate challenging times with newfound strength. Allow the snake to be your guide on the path of personal transformation and inner healing.

“The Good Amble”

Journal Notes:

“Let me be where my soul dreams to be, and not where my society tells me to be”

My greatest inspiration is Mother Nature. On a daily basis, I amble her world and have done so my entire life. And, I am never without glee and amazement of her beauty. I especially love the sun-touched path of blossoming trees that seem to waltz to the song of the gentle waves.

“Peaceful Heartbeats”

Journal Note:

“I am inspired by a jellyfish's resemblance to a beautiful beating heart.”

Like most living entities, Jellyfish can be potentially dangerous. However, they are also so delicate, so fragile, and easily wounded. Often, I watch the Jellyfish sway amid each other like humble, natural dancers unaware of their beauty. Jellyfish simply move to the melody of the sea without thinking, and/or seeking to understand their majestic world. The irony is that Jellyfish do not possess a heart, nor a brain, but yet…when they gracefully waltz within their Marine space, they look exactly like a beautiful, beating heartbeat. And, my mortal heart beats more peacefully as I meditatively watch the Jellyfish rumba in the sea.

“Lynn-Haven”

Rest in Peace Dr. Lynn Fassy

December 28, 1959 April 08, 2025

Journal Notes:

"I felt jovial to have once been a part of my late Prince Lynn's glorious sea meadow of auburn-colored sea oats, wild daisies, and nesting sea turtles.

I am honored to freely wander amid the womb of Mother Nature; my greatest inspiration."

“Safe Landing”

Journal Notes:

I think that we all, in one era of time or another, have loved an innate drifter, who possesses the metaphoric spirit of the great, persevering Eagle.

The beloved sky-wanderer glides into our lives, perches for a while, strokes our hearts with its mighty feathers, and feeds its lonely heart with our benevolence. Thereafter, the adored wanderer rises from its ground rest, and spreads its wings. Then once again, launches back into the sky, but not without first engraving its grace of grandiosity inside our souls.

And our last prayer of each day is that when our beloved sky-wanderer grows weary amid the clouds, there shall always be our glorious Mother Nature that bestows a blessing for a safe landing.